Sarah Smith’s Path to Healing

Hello, my Lovely,

It’s been five years since you decided to break free from your patterns and embark on a healing journey. I am so proud of everything you’ve accomplished along the way and how you’ve developed yourself. You have such a beautiful soul and immense potential that deserves to be seen and loved.

The path hasn’t been easy, but you’ve stood through it all and emerged stronger. You’ve conquered every hurdle and scaled every mountain. You’ve faced the worst and become your best. You’ve had to be so strong, yet you’ve managed to keep your softness.

People have tried to keep you down for their own power and satisfaction. Yet, you’ve shown each and every one of them how wrong they were about you. You’ve demonstrated to those who doubted you that you’re capable of achieving success— not just in your career but also in your personal life.

You’ve transformed from someone who endured every type of trauma inflicted by others, from someone who battled PTSD, CPTSD, anxiety, and depression, into someone who can enjoy life. You can step onto a stage and sing in front of 200 people. You can stand up for yourself and be so in love with who you are that you won’t let others treat you disrespectfully. Do you even realize how amazing you are? You’re essentially Superwoman, Captain Marvel, and Scarlet Witch combined!

Not only have you learned to love yourself, but you’ve also learned how to treat yourself and stand up for yourself.

You’ve achieved in five years what others might never reach in their lifetimes, even starting from a more privileged position. You’re the Flash! Don’t ever worry about not being enough or being behind, because at the pace you’re going, you’ll soon leave others far behind.

Enough bragging about how amazing you are. I’m just so grateful that you decided to take action. Even if you didn’t know yet how much you’d actually accomplish, I’m just so proud and thankful that you chose to take a step in my direction.

I’m so proud of you for being brave enough to venture into the unknown and trust yourself enough to just do it. It was scary and the hardest thing you’ve ever done, but it was so worth it.

I’m now standing here, confident, happy, and fulfilled because you decided to do the hard work for me. There’s no one else I would have rather done it with than you! You were the best teammate and the best person you could have been. You made all the right decisions with the knowledge you had, and I’m not one bit angry about anything you did because it kept you alive long enough to find me. It kept you alive, and I’m so glad you chose life every time! Even when you were angry at yourself for it or wished you were braver to just end it, I’m glad that you were also brave enough to choose life!

Thank you for letting me experience this wonderful way of living, and I promise you that I will live it for you too!

You never got to experience the beautiful world that I see today, but I carry you in my heart. I try to fulfill as many wishes as I can so that you may have some peace.

I will also write you some letters about what you did to get here and why I’m so glad that you did.

I love you so much, and I will cherish you until the day I die.

Forever yours,

Your future self