Sarah Smith’s Path to Healing

Hey you,

I don’t know if we are pausing or running right now. Maybe both?

I want to act like I have it all together and like I know what I am doing, but honestly I feel really lost right now.

It feels like I am hanging in the air flying and I don’t know where I am going to land.

The thing is, this feeling used to scare the crap out of me, but right now it feels like a step that I need to take.

I guess that shows how far I have come. I am trying to enjoy this time without gravity, even if I am scared of what’s coming next.

I don’t have much to say at the moment… but I wanted to let you know, that I am still here for you and I am trying. I just can’t give you as much as I would like to give you right now, because I don’t have much to give at the moment.

It doesn’t mean I love you less. It just means I can’t show you how much I love you at the moment.

The feelings haven’t changed. The capacity to show it has.

I hope you understand.

Lots of love
me