Sarah Smith’s Path to Healing

Hey me,

I did it! I didn’t do a love reading for myself and I didn’t use the cards to “look into the future”!

I did do a reading because, I guess, the thought of that reading for the friend being about me did shake me. I don’t quite understand why it shook me… was it because I am not ready emotionally to actually get what I have been waiting for? Or because I was scared of failing? Or because I was scared of not being enough?

Either way, it doesn’t really matter… I guess what it really showed me was that there is still a part of me that is scared.

So the real question is: why am I scared? Did the situation scare me or the thought that it could be him?

I think it was the fact that it caught me off guard. I didn’t expect it and I wasn’t prepared.

So now I have to learn to handle the unexpected?

It would make sense if I want to have a year with many unexpected situations…

So how do I learn to handle the unexpected when I have a strong intuition and usually feel patterns before they show themselves?

Am I even on the right track with this?

I guess I am actually starting to embrace the chaos right now… Well done, me?

Lots of love

Me