Sarah Smith’s Path to Healing

Hey me,

I don’t know why, but every time I think about writing a post I don’t want to and I put it off.

Is it because I feel like I was wrong in my last post? I don’t feel like I am limited by time. I feel like I am limited by myself. I am limited by my knowledge and by physics. I am limited by my beliefs and by my expectations.

Time isn’t limited. I am.

And honestly, that’s ok. I don’t feel like I need to be unlimited. It would be kind of boring to be unlimited.

Imagine you got everything you wanted and didn’t even have to try, or you never had to think about trying something another way. It would become useless.

There would be no appreciation for what one has reached.

But I honestly don’t think it’s about that…

Right now, I don’t feel a spark writing this. I don’t feel motivated. I don’t feel like I am losing myself in this.

I coached a friend a few days ago and honestly, it was fun. I was able to share my knowledge and help her learn something about herself.

I want to do that. I want to share what I have learned… but I don’t want to do it for free. I want to earn a living by sharing what I know. I want to earn money from the things I have done.

I just don’t know how yet. I don’t think coaching is the right way to go, because I don’t like repetition.

Maybe writing books? Or making videos? I don’t know yet… but I know what my goal is.

It’s the first time I actually want to do something like this. I always kind of knew I was supposed to go in this direction, but I never really thought I would actually want to do this. But the way I see it has changed. I am not seeing it as “helping others”. I am seeing it as “sharing my knowledge”, and that is something completely different for me.

So I guess my next step is finding out how I want to share my knowledge.

I can’t wait to see what we come up with… I feel like it’s going to be a little unique XD

Lots of love
Me