Category: Letters to my Past
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Getting to Know Me
Hey you, I know I promised to work on my relationship issues… but I know that you don’t want to. I can feel how comfortable you are with the life that you are living right now. I know that you are feeling fine and that you don’t feel like a relationship will change anything. I…
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I didn’t Understand
Hello you, I realised the other day that I never thanked you (my teenager) for all the things you have done for me. When I look back on my time as a teenager, I see a very dark time. It was a time of bullying from family, degrading from my father, invisibility at school, violence,…
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How to Break a Heart
Hey my sweetness, I have to apologise to you! I think I may have broken something that wasn’t meant to break as fast as it did. I honestly believe that he was not meant to be in your life forever. He was a great person but just not the person for you. I think you…
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It’s ok to Hate me
Hey, my Lovely, I heard you and I understand how painful this is for you. Please believe me when I say that I wish it could be the other way round. I wish you could have had my joy. I wish you could have had my life. I wish you could have just been you.…
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Be Angry at Me
Hello, my sweetness, I get why you couldn’t let go of him now. It was never about him, was it? You couldn’t let go because I abandoned you again. I pushed through and kept holding on even though you kept telling me that you didn’t want to… You kept telling me it wasn’t right. You…
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Wherever I May Go
Hey my lovely, It’s been a while. I am at the same point that you were when you started this blog… I wish you had kept the posts… but that’s life. I get why you deleted them. You weren’t ready to live this life. You weren’t ready to show yourself. Like I said: I am…
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Thank you and Good-Bye
Hello, my lovely, Hello for the very last time. You are done. You have given me all you could, and I have given you all I could. It is time to move on and go our separate ways. You have given me so much. You have shown me how to live and how to be…
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Their Battles, My War
Hello my Lovely, You’re only little. You don’t know what’s coming yet… and honestly, I wish I could protect you, but I can’t. I wasn’t strong enough when all the battles happened, and now it’s too late. I cannot change the past. I wish I could have protected you, but like I said, I wasn’t…
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I Hate Them
My lovely, innocent soul, I was asked today, “What part of me am I grieving the most?” And it’s you. The thing is, I’m not grieving you because you’re still a part of me. You’re still inside, still able to play. You’re still this joyous little bundle of hope, and I am so in awe…
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My Light and Hero
Hello, my lovely, I wish you could see how much you have grown. I wish I could write you a whole book about what you have achieved and how you got there! I wish you could see what you have become. I would love to share all of this with you! You deserve so much…
Sarah Smith’s Path to Healing 