Letters to my Past

Getting to Know Me

Hey you, I know I promised to work on my relationship issues… but I know that you don’t want to. I can feel how comfortable you are with the life that you are living right now. I know that you…

I didn’t Understand

Hello you, I realised the other day that I never thanked you (my teenager) for all the things you have done for me. When I look back on my time as a teenager, I see a very dark time. It…

How to Break a Heart

Hey my sweetness, I have to apologise to you! I think I may have broken something that wasn’t meant to break as fast as it did. I honestly believe that he was not meant to be in your life forever.…

It’s ok to Hate me

Hey, my Lovely, I heard you and I understand how painful this is for you. Please believe me when I say that I wish it could be the other way round. I wish you could have had my joy. I…

Be Angry at Me

Hello, my sweetness, I get why you couldn’t let go of him now. It was never about him, was it? You couldn’t let go because I abandoned you again. I pushed through and kept holding on even though you kept…

Wherever I May Go

Hey my lovely, It’s been a while. I am at the same point that you were when you started this blog… I wish you had kept the posts… but that’s life. I get why you deleted them. You weren’t ready…

Thank you and Good-Bye

Hello, my lovely, Hello for the very last time. You are done. You have given me all you could, and I have given you all I could. It is time to move on and go our separate ways. You have…

Their Battles, My War

Hello my Lovely, You’re only little. You don’t know what’s coming yet… and honestly, I wish I could protect you, but I can’t. I wasn’t strong enough when all the battles happened, and now it’s too late. I cannot change…

I Hate Them

My lovely, innocent soul, I was asked today, “What part of me am I grieving the most?” And it’s you. The thing is, I’m not grieving you because you’re still a part of me. You’re still inside, still able to…

My Light and Hero

Hello, my lovely, I wish you could see how much you have grown. I wish I could write you a whole book about what you have achieved and how you got there! I wish you could see what you have…

You were never meant to be Strong

Hey, my lovely, Today is a good day for me. I feel good. I feel amazing. I feel like I can conquer the world. I have a lot of days like that thanks to you! I know you can’t see…

Taking your first Step

Hello, my Lovely, In my last letter to you, I talked about how grateful I am for what you did for me and how proud I am of the strong woman you’ve become. In this letter, I want to talk…

Thank you for Starting

Hello, my Lovely, It’s been five years since you decided to break free from your patterns and embark on a healing journey. I am so proud of everything you’ve accomplished along the way and how you’ve developed yourself. You have…