Tag: blog
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In Control
Hey me, So I have been testing my new method of leaving intentional chaos and I love it. I don’t feel bad for being messy because I tell myself, “I chose this.” I also clean up more after myself because otherwise it’s not the mess I choose but the mess that chose me, and I…
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Finally Arriving?
Hey me, I have to admit that it’s kinda difficult to write at the moment… I have so many things going on in my life at the moment, and it doesn’t seem to be becoming less. Also, I don’t really know what to write about. I used this blog because I needed a place to…
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Make it Mine
Hey me, I wrote about how being messy is a way to feel in control. I am wondering: am I ready to surrender to that cleanliness? Am I ready to truly have a tidy and clean home? I honestly don’t think I am… it feels weird to have a kitchen that I can walk into…
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Losing Control
Hey you, Something unexpected happened today… I was actually triggered. I think that was the first time in months. It has been a while since I was so triggered that I wasn’t able to distance the story from the moment. I was in a call with a group of people I meet with to learn…
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My Everything
This space used to be empty. It used to be dark and hollow. It used to scare me.It used to make me cry. Now it has become my escapeMy reasonMy happinessMy peace. This neutrality is safety. It is how I knowWhere to goHow to decide. It has become my clarityMy compassMy ankerMy guide. It’s funny…
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Peace
Hey me, I feel like I have to talk about this “everything is awesome” hype that people call “toxic positivity”. I feel like calling it “toxic positivity” is like saying “healthy negativity”, yet no one seems to say that. Why do we not see that when something can be toxic even though it’s “good”, something…
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No.
Hey me, I was actually able to see how much I have grown in the last, well honestly, 8 years. Someone from my past tried to get me to do something for them and I was able to not just set boundaries but I was even able to reinforce them. I know that I am…
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Head or Tails?
Hey me, I have no idea what’s going on right now… I said I’d let life happen and just see how things work out, but right now it feels like life said “challenge accepted” and is testing how much I can handle. How many positive things can I take until I run away screaming? How…
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My Reason
Hey me, I have to admit that I don’t really feel like writing at the moment. I have a few things going on, and I feel like moving on from this blog right now. Would people still have interest in reading my thoughts? Am I still learning? Do I profit from writing? Why do I…
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Catching the Rabbit
Hey me, I have a few thoughts that I feel are connected, but I don’t know how. 1. Thought: I would be an amazing hunter. 2. Thought: I don’t want to actively chase healing anymore. 3. Thought: I am sometimes very annoyed at myself for how I react. First: I think I would be an…
Sarah Smith’s Path to Healing 