Tag: relationships
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I hate you!
Hey you, Today, I hate you. I hate you so much that I want to hurt you. I hate you so much that I want to fall back into my food addiction. I hate you so much that I just want to give up. What is the point of this? What is the point of…
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Be Angry at Me
Hello, my sweetness, I get why you couldn’t let go of him now. It was never about him, was it? You couldn’t let go because I abandoned you again. I pushed through and kept holding on even though you kept telling me that you didn’t want to… You kept telling me it wasn’t right. You…
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Wherever I May Go
Hey my lovely, It’s been a while. I am at the same point that you were when you started this blog… I wish you had kept the posts… but that’s life. I get why you deleted them. You weren’t ready to live this life. You weren’t ready to show yourself. Like I said: I am…
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Paradox of being Scared
Hey, my Sweetness, I’m sorry that I haven’t talked to you in a while. I was trying to think my way through this and forgot… that’s not how it works. I have something amazing to tell you! I was able to feel scared for the first time in 15 years! It was brief and not…
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Let’s Be Free
Hey, my Sweetness, I get it now. I knew it in a way, but I never really got it… I am scared, and you are my scared. You are a part of me, just like the fighter and the inner child. You have protected me in ways I don’t even realise. I don’t mean to……
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It’s Ok To Let Go
Hey my Sweetness, I don’t know who you are yet… I don’t know why you are part of my life. I don’t know how you have protected me in the past. All I know right now is that you cause me to be distracted… I feel you when I’m on social media and I feel…
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It’s Ok to Be Scared
Hello you, I honestly don’t know why I am writing… I don’t really feel like I have something to say. Right now, I feel like I am just pretending to be someone I am not… but I am that person… I am who I am presenting to be. I may not be her fully yet……
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The Inner Child
I have recently let go of my inner child. This means I do not have an inner child anymore. I don’t have a part in me that needs attention, is emotionally dysregulated, or has tantrums. It’s not that I pushed it away. It’s more like it dissolved, like it became one with something larger, like…
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Until the Liberating End
Hello my sweetness, It’s time… I know it’s scary as hell. But it’s time. We have to choose. Are we taking the next step towards becoming, or are we going back? It’s okay if you choose to go back. The next step and what we are walking towards is scary. It is hard and unknown.…
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I dont know
Hello you, I dont know what to say.. the last few days have been crazy really. Since the parting of my inner child I have felt free. I have felt more myself than I ever have. I don’t even know if I have the words for it. What I do know is, that it was…
Sarah Smith’s Path to Healing 