Tag: writing
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I can handle this
Hello, my dear, We need to prepare for a fight. It’s going to be a hard battle, but we’ll win because we have before. We’re in an environment where our boundaries aren’t being respected, and it’s hurting you. I don’t want you to hurt, so we need to set boundaries and keep them. Let’s do…
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My Walk Without Grounding
Hello, So today appears to be the day I talk about my experience with psychosis. This is not an easy topic for me. It was a very scary time in my life, and honestly, I still don’t quite understand what happened or remember everything that did. This takes a lot of courage to talk about,…
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It’s not Fair
Hey, I’m angry at you, and I cannot tell you why. Not because I don’t want to, but because I don’t know. Well, I do know. I’m hurting. I’m hurting, and anger feels safer than hurting. Being angry at you means I don’t have to feel my pain. It means I’m in control. It means…
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Finally Listening….
Hey my sweet, This isn’t going to be a long letter to you, but I wanted to take a moment to tell you about the last few days and why I’m so proud of you right now. Your body kind of gave out on Thursday and said, “I need some time,” by getting sick. And…
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Finding me in Silence
Hello my sweet, I want to take a moment to share your successes with you. Something that’s come a bit short these last few weeks. So here it is. First success:We’ve lost weight. So much so that a few things don’t fit as tightly anymore and you had to tighten your corsets. I’m genuinely proud…
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Full of Myself
Hey my lovely, I’m sorry I haven’t talked to you in a while. I was just surviving for a little while. I was in a low… and I am honestly so glad that I was. I was in a low, and it was like the good days back then. If I look back to two…
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My Walk with Death
Hello, Today I am starting with my first post in which I actually write about my experiences. I won’t be holding back, so take this as your trigger warning. I want people to see that they are not alone. Not just in the sense that they know other people have similar problems, but that they…
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Time to be Brave
Dear Reader, I have to be honest. This letter is more to myself than it is to you. I’m starting a new chapter in this blog, and truthfully, I don’t yet know where it will take me. I just know I want to do this, and it scares the living hell out of me. I…
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This shouldn’t scare me
Hello my sweetness, I see you. I know you are running and hiding. I see how scared you are. I see how much you hate this. I see how much you don’t want this. It’s okay that you’re scared. It’s okay that you are hiding, and it’s okay that you are running. I’ve got this.…
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Choose Me
Hey, You want to know what I am missing? You truly want to know? It’s you! I am missing you! I am missing everything, and you won’t even give me a little bit of what I want! What do I want? I want someone who holds me when I can’t hold myself. I want someone…
Sarah Smith’s Path to Healing 