Sarah Smith’s Path to Healing

Hey Me, I talked about standing at a cliff and looking away from it in my last post, to see the landscape instead. Am I looking back to see that it’s safe? Am I letting old feelings resurface to check if they are true? To let my old strategy resurface to see if it’s still…

Hey me, It’s still kinda weird to write the greeting like that… It would also feel weird to greet “you”. Just “Hey” doesn’t feel right either… Maybe I’m still in this in-between of getting used to the new and letting go of the old? That would also explain the way I feel at the moment.…

who do I even greet now that it’s just me? Hey me? Let’s try that: Hey me, feels weird to just be talking to myself but it is what it is. The title says it all really… I survived. I read that sentence while exchanging thoughts (if you can call it that) with AI. I…

Hey you, I feel like you are preparing to leave. I feel like we are about to say goodbye. I know that there is no need for you to stay anymore. There is no need for you to fight for me anymore, no need for you to show me what I used to enjoy, and…

Hey you, I think the last post was a bit more on the funny side of things but I have to admit, that I don’t feel comfortable writing or talking about my feelings in that way, when they are to be actually taken seriously. I feel like I used to use humour a lot to…

Hey you, I want to get annoyed. I want to throw a little tantrum and roll around on the floor because I didn’t get the crisps that I wanted. I want to ball my fists and pout like there is no tomorrow… and you know what? I can do that! You know what truly annoys…

Hey you, I have never really written anything that is funny. I think that is an absolute shame because you can be so hilarious! You crack people up just by being yourself. You make people laugh without even trying. Yet you only really show that deeply reflected person here. You only really show that side…

Hey you, I feel abandoned. I want to say it’s because of the “40-Year-Rule” but I think it’s deeper… I know that when you say that we will start looking for a husband in 40 years, you don’t mean that we will only allow ourselves to have a husband in 40 years’ time. I know…

Hey you, I used the last posts to build myself up because I was feeling very down. I felt down because of the topic “relationship”. In my last post I talked about letting go of the things that I identified with to give me worth and “girlfriend” was one of those things that I have…