Category: Being Me
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My Reason
Hey me, I have to admit that I don’t really feel like writing at the moment. I have a few things going on, and I feel like moving on from this blog right now. Would people still have interest in reading my thoughts? Am I still learning? Do I profit from writing? Why do I…
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Catching the Rabbit
Hey me, I have a few thoughts that I feel are connected, but I don’t know how. 1. Thought: I would be an amazing hunter. 2. Thought: I don’t want to actively chase healing anymore. 3. Thought: I am sometimes very annoyed at myself for how I react. First: I think I would be an…
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Too Much
Hey me, Have I finally managed to find my middle? Am I finally brave enough to feel the subtle ache? Am I finally able to open up without losing myself? I feel like the answer to all these questions is yes… I am finally able to admit to myself that there is a part of…
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Embracing the Chaos?
Hey me, I did it! I didn’t do a love reading for myself and I didn’t use the cards to “look into the future”! I did do a reading because, I guess, the thought of that reading for the friend being about me did shake me. I don’t quite understand why it shook me… was…
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There is Hope
Hey me, I guess the great big lump of chaos has started to show itself, and I have to admit that I am kinda regretting my decision to just be this year. I did a tarot reading for someone yesterday and it completely confused me. It felt like the reading wasn’t just for him but…
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Enough for what?
Hey me, I am going to out myself as a nerd right now… ok… maybe I’m not… I think anyone following my blog will know I am a nerd… Or would they? Maybe they would suspect it but not know? Either way: I am a nerd… there it is. Anyway, that’s not what I wanted…
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Great big Lump of Chaos
Hey me, I feel like my writing has actually changed… I feel like it’s not as wounded as it used to be. I feel like it’s becoming more abstract and matter of fact? I am, in a way, proud of me for having gotten to this point and not having to bleed all over to…
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My Wrongdoings
Hey me, I think it’s my turn to talk about my time as a Jehovah’s Witness. Maybe the reason I haven’t really done that yet is because I know what consequences it could have for me… Leaving the community meant losing everyone and everything I knew. I wasn’t allowed to be in contact with family…
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No Explanation
Hey me, I just realised what kind of privilege it is to be able to say, “I will start the new year without a plan or goal.” How amazing it is that I trust myself enough to be able to say, “One year is just to see how far I have come and to see…
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Preparing for Me
Hey me, I am looking around and I am asking myself, “How did I earn the privilege to live this life and experience me?” Does that sound too conceited? What I mean is: how am I allowed to experience myself as such a lively and happy person? How am I allowed to experience myself as…
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