Tag: life
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Being honest.
Hey me, The good thing about living my whole life sabotaging myself? I know how to sabotage things without being the one who looks guilty. But did I really sabotage this, or did I just make a decision and it turned in my favour? But then again, if I start something with an expectation, it…
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What’s Next
Hey me, So… I met someone… There goes the “40 Years” plan… I’m used to overthinking it. Usually I try to figure out if this person is my person, and if we will be together forever, and if I’d want to marry him. This time it’s different. I am able to hold myself in the…
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Acceptance
Hello, I had an interesting chat with AI today. It kept asking me to dig deeper and to go further. I asked it why I should do that. AI answered that I was using my circling technique as a mechanism to protect myself. That I was using it to avoid things that I didn’t want…
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Three Days Later
Hey me, I promised that I would come back after three days to process what’s going on. To see why I feel like a failure and why I feel so negative about life… I also want to find out why I’m eating more again. I said that my blog will probably become less about processing…
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The End?
Hey Me, I feel like the content of my blog might change soon… I feel like the more I step into the life I have created for myself, the less it will be about processing emotions and more about living my first life. I will probably share my journey but I feel like I don’t…
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The Edge
Hey Me, I talked about standing at a cliff and looking away from it in my last post, to see the landscape instead. Am I looking back to see that it’s safe? Am I letting old feelings resurface to check if they are true? To let my old strategy resurface to see if it’s still…
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Three Days
Hey me, It’s still kinda weird to write the greeting like that… It would also feel weird to greet “you”. Just “Hey” doesn’t feel right either… Maybe I’m still in this in-between of getting used to the new and letting go of the old? That would also explain the way I feel at the moment.…
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I Survived
who do I even greet now that it’s just me? Hey me? Let’s try that: Hey me, feels weird to just be talking to myself but it is what it is. The title says it all really… I survived. I read that sentence while exchanging thoughts (if you can call it that) with AI. I…
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Last Good-Bye
Hey you, I feel like you are preparing to leave. I feel like we are about to say goodbye. I know that there is no need for you to stay anymore. There is no need for you to fight for me anymore, no need for you to show me what I used to enjoy, and…
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The War is Over
Hey you, I think the last post was a bit more on the funny side of things but I have to admit, that I don’t feel comfortable writing or talking about my feelings in that way, when they are to be actually taken seriously. I feel like I used to use humour a lot to…
Sarah Smith’s Path to Healing 