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… to Silence
Dear Silence, I know now that you aren’t really silent. I know that you are the whisper within me, trying to guide me without forcing me, trying to heal me without pressuring me, trying to love me without losing me. I understand now that you are me. You are the part of me that I…
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Finally Listening….
Hey my sweet, This isn’t going to be a long letter to you, but I wanted to take a moment to tell you about the last few days and why I’m so proud of you right now. Your body kind of gave out on Thursday and said, “I need some time,” by getting sick. And…
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Finding me in Silence
Hello my sweet, I want to take a moment to share your successes with you. Something that’s come a bit short these last few weeks. So here it is. First success:We’ve lost weight. So much so that a few things don’t fit as tightly anymore and you had to tighten your corsets. I’m genuinely proud…
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Full of Myself
Hey my lovely, I’m sorry I haven’t talked to you in a while. I was just surviving for a little while. I was in a low… and I am honestly so glad that I was. I was in a low, and it was like the good days back then. If I look back to two…
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My Walk with Death
Hello, Today I am starting with my first post in which I actually write about my experiences. I won’t be holding back, so take this as your trigger warning. I want people to see that they are not alone. Not just in the sense that they know other people have similar problems, but that they…
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Time to be Brave
Dear Reader, I have to be honest. This letter is more to myself than it is to you. I’m starting a new chapter in this blog, and truthfully, I don’t yet know where it will take me. I just know I want to do this, and it scares the living hell out of me. I…
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This shouldn’t scare me
Hello my sweetness, I see you. I know you are running and hiding. I see how scared you are. I see how much you hate this. I see how much you don’t want this. It’s okay that you’re scared. It’s okay that you are hiding, and it’s okay that you are running. I’ve got this.…
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Choose Me
Hey, You want to know what I am missing? You truly want to know? It’s you! I am missing you! I am missing everything, and you won’t even give me a little bit of what I want! What do I want? I want someone who holds me when I can’t hold myself. I want someone…
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It’s ok to Hate me
Hey, my Lovely, I heard you and I understand how painful this is for you. Please believe me when I say that I wish it could be the other way round. I wish you could have had my joy. I wish you could have had my life. I wish you could have just been you.…
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I hate you!
Hey you, Today, I hate you. I hate you so much that I want to hurt you. I hate you so much that I want to fall back into my food addiction. I hate you so much that I just want to give up. What is the point of this? What is the point of…
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