Sarah Smith’s Path to Healing

Hey me, I think I am running away from myself… Every time I sit down to write, my head goes blank and I want to distract myself… but I have so many thoughts that I would like to talk about. I have so many things going through my head when I am just existing. I…

Hey me, I think I haven’t really wanted to write here because I didn’t feel like I had anything to share. I didn’t have anything that made me feel confused or extremely happy. I didn’t have anything that felt like a success. And when I did have moments like that, then I wanted to share…

Hey me, I don’t know why, but every time I think about writing a post I don’t want to and I put it off. Is it because I feel like I was wrong in my last post? I don’t feel like I am limited by time. I feel like I am limited by myself. I…

Hey me, I just had a thought and I have to get it out before it runs away from me. So if we are chasing goals that take up space and try to “catch” every empty space that is available, then we are never done. Also, by doing that we are forgetting to manage our…

Hey me, I had a thought… I mentioned taking space in my last post and that space is endless. There is no limit to it… The thing is, I have learned one thing in the last 5 years and it’s this: it’s always everything. If it’s black, then it’s white. If it’s easy, it’s also…

Hey me, so I had a realisation yesterday, and I have to share it… It makes so much sense and connects so many dots in my brain. It feels like so many single thoughts that were just “floating” around in my brain have finally found that missing link. It feels like finding a new world…

Hey me, So I have been testing my new method of leaving intentional chaos and I love it. I don’t feel bad for being messy because I tell myself, “I chose this.” I also clean up more after myself because otherwise it’s not the mess I choose but the mess that chose me, and I…

Hey me, I have to admit that it’s kinda difficult to write at the moment… I have so many things going on in my life at the moment, and it doesn’t seem to be becoming less. Also, I don’t really know what to write about. I used this blog because I needed a place to…

Hey me, I wrote about how being messy is a way to feel in control. I am wondering: am I ready to surrender to that cleanliness? Am I ready to truly have a tidy and clean home? I honestly don’t think I am… it feels weird to have a kitchen that I can walk into…