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Time to be Brave
Dear Reader, I have to be honest. This letter is more to myself than it is to you. I’m starting a new chapter in this blog, and truthfully, I don’t yet know where it will take me. I just know I want to do this, and it scares the living hell out of me. I…
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This shouldn’t scare me
Hello my sweetness, I see you. I know you are running and hiding. I see how scared you are. I see how much you hate this. I see how much you don’t want this. It’s okay that you’re scared. It’s okay that you are hiding, and it’s okay that you are running. I’ve got this.…
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Choose Me
Hey, You want to know what I am missing? You truly want to know? It’s you! I am missing you! I am missing everything, and you won’t even give me a little bit of what I want! What do I want? I want someone who holds me when I can’t hold myself. I want someone…
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It’s ok to Hate me
Hey, my Lovely, I heard you and I understand how painful this is for you. Please believe me when I say that I wish it could be the other way round. I wish you could have had my joy. I wish you could have had my life. I wish you could have just been you.…
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I hate you!
Hey you, Today, I hate you. I hate you so much that I want to hurt you. I hate you so much that I want to fall back into my food addiction. I hate you so much that I just want to give up. What is the point of this? What is the point of…
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Be Angry at Me
Hello, my sweetness, I get why you couldn’t let go of him now. It was never about him, was it? You couldn’t let go because I abandoned you again. I pushed through and kept holding on even though you kept telling me that you didn’t want to… You kept telling me it wasn’t right. You…
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Wherever I May Go
Hey my lovely, It’s been a while. I am at the same point that you were when you started this blog… I wish you had kept the posts… but that’s life. I get why you deleted them. You weren’t ready to live this life. You weren’t ready to show yourself. Like I said: I am…
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Paradox of being Scared
Hey, my Sweetness, I’m sorry that I haven’t talked to you in a while. I was trying to think my way through this and forgot… that’s not how it works. I have something amazing to tell you! I was able to feel scared for the first time in 15 years! It was brief and not…
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Let’s Be Free
Hey, my Sweetness, I get it now. I knew it in a way, but I never really got it… I am scared, and you are my scared. You are a part of me, just like the fighter and the inner child. You have protected me in ways I don’t even realise. I don’t mean to……
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It’s Ok To Let Go
Hey my Sweetness, I don’t know who you are yet… I don’t know why you are part of my life. I don’t know how you have protected me in the past. All I know right now is that you cause me to be distracted… I feel you when I’m on social media and I feel…
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