Category: Being Me
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One More Day
Hey me, Thank you for surviving. I know I have had some posts about this, but today I am just so grateful. Not just for surviving because you made it, but also because of the life that I am allowed to live because of it. It may not sound different to my other posts because…
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Fingers Crossed
Hey me, I am actually annoyed at me right now. Why do I always feel like a failure when things are starting to change? Why do I always feel like the worst person? Why do I always think I am not enough? Is it because I haven’t proven myself to be enough yet? I don’t…
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Being honest.
Hey me, The good thing about living my whole life sabotaging myself? I know how to sabotage things without being the one who looks guilty. But did I really sabotage this, or did I just make a decision and it turned in my favour? But then again, if I start something with an expectation, it…
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What’s Next
Hey me, So… I met someone… There goes the “40 Years” plan… I’m used to overthinking it. Usually I try to figure out if this person is my person, and if we will be together forever, and if I’d want to marry him. This time it’s different. I am able to hold myself in the…
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Three Days Later
Hey me, I promised that I would come back after three days to process what’s going on. To see why I feel like a failure and why I feel so negative about life… I also want to find out why I’m eating more again. I said that my blog will probably become less about processing…
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The End?
Hey Me, I feel like the content of my blog might change soon… I feel like the more I step into the life I have created for myself, the less it will be about processing emotions and more about living my first life. I will probably share my journey but I feel like I don’t…
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The Edge
Hey Me, I talked about standing at a cliff and looking away from it in my last post, to see the landscape instead. Am I looking back to see that it’s safe? Am I letting old feelings resurface to check if they are true? To let my old strategy resurface to see if it’s still…
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Three Days
Hey me, It’s still kinda weird to write the greeting like that… It would also feel weird to greet “you”. Just “Hey” doesn’t feel right either… Maybe I’m still in this in-between of getting used to the new and letting go of the old? That would also explain the way I feel at the moment.…
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I Survived
who do I even greet now that it’s just me? Hey me? Let’s try that: Hey me, feels weird to just be talking to myself but it is what it is. The title says it all really… I survived. I read that sentence while exchanging thoughts (if you can call it that) with AI. I…
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Last Good-Bye
Hey you, I feel like you are preparing to leave. I feel like we are about to say goodbye. I know that there is no need for you to stay anymore. There is no need for you to fight for me anymore, no need for you to show me what I used to enjoy, and…
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