Category: Being Me
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Discombobulated
Hey you, You asked me a lot of accusing questions a few days ago. You also said that you needed to feel that for a while, so I let you. I am noticing, however, that those questions about your love life are also starting to affect other parts of life, so I wanted to respond…
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Amidst the Storm
Hey you, I am frustrated right now because I feel like the perfect partner is never going to find me and I am just wasting time on everything. I feel like everything I do is useless because it hasn’t led me to him yet. Why am I even bothering? Why am I even trying? It’s…
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Now and Then
Hey you, I feel like we need to compare ourselves today. I feel like we need to remind ourselves how far we’ve come. So, let’s compare ourselves to this time last year. Last year, we started a job that we really wanted to do because we hoped it would fulfil us and give us what…
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Seeing Me
Hey you, In my last letter to you, I asked you a few questions and you told me that the reason why you don’t want a relationship right now is because you don’t feel like you are enough. I would like to dig a little deeper if that’s ok with you. Right now, I just…
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Starting again
Hey you, I just realised that I haven’t posted anything or talked to you in two weeks. I am truly sorry about that. There have been a lot of changes these last two weeks, and I didn’t really feel a need to post. I use this platform to help me think through things and to…
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New Era
Hey you, We finally did it! We didn’t just write but also published our first book! I am so proud of you! You are truly starting to live the life that you want, and you’re not sabotaging it like you used to! You don’t make rash decisions anymore just because you think you have to…
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Breaking
Hey you, It feels like today is the day for hopes and dreams to die. You wanted to get emotional… so here it is. Today is the day that we are starting to truly let go of all the hopes and dreams that have brought us to this point. I am so grateful for these…
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My Path to Healing
Hey you, I did it! I finally went to Scotland! I finally went to the place that I have been dreaming about for years. For decades! I went and fulfilled my dream of walking along the edge of a cliff next to the sea. Not only that, but I also saw the most beautiful scenery…
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Delusions
Hey you, I realised that we have been deluding ourselves for a long time, and I think I am starting to see where we ignored the actual truth in order to stay in our own truth. I’ve been thinking about my teenage years a little these past few months because I want to heal you,…
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Infuriating
Hey you, I had an interesting experience today. I went for a walk and during this walk I felt anxious and a bit empty. I was literally walking back home when I had the thought: “I feel like I did when I was depressed. I feel empty.” But as soon as I walked through the…
Sarah Smith’s Path to Healing 