Category: Being Me
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… to Silence
Dear Silence, I know now that you aren’t really silent. I know that you are the whisper within me, trying to guide me without forcing me, trying to heal me without pressuring me, trying to love me without losing me. I understand now that you are me. You are the part of me that I…
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Finally Listening….
Hey my sweet, This isn’t going to be a long letter to you, but I wanted to take a moment to tell you about the last few days and why I’m so proud of you right now. Your body kind of gave out on Thursday and said, “I need some time,” by getting sick. And…
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Finding me in Silence
Hello my sweet, I want to take a moment to share your successes with you. Something that’s come a bit short these last few weeks. So here it is. First success:We’ve lost weight. So much so that a few things don’t fit as tightly anymore and you had to tighten your corsets. I’m genuinely proud…
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Full of Myself
Hey my lovely, I’m sorry I haven’t talked to you in a while. I was just surviving for a little while. I was in a low… and I am honestly so glad that I was. I was in a low, and it was like the good days back then. If I look back to two…
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This shouldn’t scare me
Hello my sweetness, I see you. I know you are running and hiding. I see how scared you are. I see how much you hate this. I see how much you don’t want this. It’s okay that you’re scared. It’s okay that you are hiding, and it’s okay that you are running. I’ve got this.…
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Choose Me
Hey, You want to know what I am missing? You truly want to know? It’s you! I am missing you! I am missing everything, and you won’t even give me a little bit of what I want! What do I want? I want someone who holds me when I can’t hold myself. I want someone…
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Let’s Be Free
Hey, my Sweetness, I get it now. I knew it in a way, but I never really got it… I am scared, and you are my scared. You are a part of me, just like the fighter and the inner child. You have protected me in ways I don’t even realise. I don’t mean to……
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It’s Ok To Let Go
Hey my Sweetness, I don’t know who you are yet… I don’t know why you are part of my life. I don’t know how you have protected me in the past. All I know right now is that you cause me to be distracted… I feel you when I’m on social media and I feel…
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It’s Ok to Be Scared
Hello you, I honestly don’t know why I am writing… I don’t really feel like I have something to say. Right now, I feel like I am just pretending to be someone I am not… but I am that person… I am who I am presenting to be. I may not be her fully yet……
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Until the Liberating End
Hello my sweetness, It’s time… I know it’s scary as hell. But it’s time. We have to choose. Are we taking the next step towards becoming, or are we going back? It’s okay if you choose to go back. The next step and what we are walking towards is scary. It is hard and unknown.…
Sarah Smith’s Path to Healing 