Category: Being Me
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My Path to Healing
Hey you, I did it! I finally went to Scotland! I finally went to the place that I have been dreaming about for years. For decades! I went and fulfilled my dream of walking along the edge of a cliff next to the sea. Not only that, but I also saw the most beautiful scenery…
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Delusions
Hey you, I realised that we have been deluding ourselves for a long time, and I think I am starting to see where we ignored the actual truth in order to stay in our own truth. I’ve been thinking about my teenage years a little these past few months because I want to heal you,…
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Infuriating
Hey you, I had an interesting experience today. I went for a walk and during this walk I felt anxious and a bit empty. I was literally walking back home when I had the thought: “I feel like I did when I was depressed. I feel empty.” But as soon as I walked through the…
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No regrets
Hey you, You know when you watch those shows that just hit the spot… I had one of those today and I wasn’t even expecting it. It kind of came out of nowhere and pressed every button I forgot I even had. What if I’m not good enough? I know I am not good enough.…
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Living my Dream
Hey you, I get it now. I get why we felt sad every time we went on social media and saw those posts. We were comparing ourselves to the people who are already where I want to be one day. I was comparing those people to myself. I did it without even realising that I…
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Unfair
Hey you, I have to admit that I was kind of scared the last few weeks. It felt like you were falling back into a hole that is difficult to come out of. I was honestly scared that we would fall so deep that I wouldn’t be able to get you out of it as…
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Deciding
Hey you, I think I am about to disappoint you. I feel so overwhelmed right now, because I have the possibility to actually go to Scotland now and I have the possibility to actually do something, but I want to do more than I am able to. I want to see as much as possible.…
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Choices
Hey you, I feel like it’s about time to say goodbye. I feel like we are about to part ways because everything has been said and done that needed to be said and done. I have to admit that I don’t know how I did it. I don’t even know why we are at this…
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My Capacity
Hey you, I don’t know if we are pausing or running right now. Maybe both? I want to act like I have it all together and like I know what I am doing, but honestly I feel really lost right now. It feels like I am hanging in the air flying and I don’t know…
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Looking Back
Hey you, Are you trying to reward me for letting you behave in ways I don’t condone? I have let you run away and hide for the past few weeks. I have taken it easy. I haven’t pushed and I let you do whatever you wanted. Usually I would have tried to fix and I…
Sarah Smith’s Path to Healing 